Saturday 11 February 2017

Winterland

I'm home!

Well, I guess...

I basically came home yesterday, got into bed and slept...

Today I woke up in a winterland


It's been an interesting one, though sadly none of the snow has actually settled, but being outside when snow is falling really makes you appreciate the little things in life. If we're honest, we don't often even really consider snow all that much - it just isn't something we have to deal with very often - and sometimes even when it does settle, we just see it as an excuse to get extra time off, while infrastructure struggles to keep up.

I invite you to just drop anything it is you're doing right now and just think, for a minute, about the little things in life. If it's snowing outside where you are, then just go outside for a minute, find somewhere open, and take it in. If it isn't snowing, then find a clear night, and just find a place to lay down and look up at the sky. 

It's all too easy to get bogged down in everything life throws at you. Things build up and up and up until eventually it seems impossible to deal with everything. When one task is completed, three more take its place. No matter how much we do, there will always be more we need to do.

But what if we take a step back, a moment to ignore everything weighing us down. What if, instead of trying to throw everything we have at something that won't ever change, we choose to deviate from that path, to diverge from everything that is normal and do something so unorthadox most people would consider it insane?

What if, instead of living life as we are, we choose to live in the moment?

Being outside today, in the snowfall, I was struck by just how beautiful it was. A place I had been hundreds of times before suddenly seemed to have a completely different atmosphere. No longer was it just "some place tourists go for some reason." I began to really appreciate it for what it was. For the first time, I really saw it.

Living in the moment won't make your problems go away, but it makes the mountains we all face into more of a mole hill. When you take the time out, and really see life for what it is in this way, it makes everything else feel insignificant. When you live in the moment, it becomes more than just survival, because we are finally able to appreciate what it means to exist. Living in the moment is living alive!

I'm gonna end this post with a short poem I wrote a couple years back, so here it is I guess...

Woke up in a winterland, snow everywhere I see,
It feels so wierd saying this but finally I feel free.
With all this stuff around me then I can go and make,
Whatever my heart desires, albeit only fake.

No normal day, outside I see,
The snow, I think: I've found the key!
This strange white substance lets me be,
Master of my own destiny.

But when the rain clouds fade away,
And when the sun comes out to play,
Then this white snow will melt away,
And leave just memories of this day...


Monday 6 February 2017

Insiders!

OK, I've put this off long enough, it's about time you guys all found out what it is I've been hiding from you the past week and a bit. On January 20th 2017 I recieved an email from Chris North, admissions tutor and organiser of outreach things. The subject? Undergraduate Insiders.

You might be wondering at this point: "what the heck is one of those"
Essentially, an undergraduate insider is a student at Cardiff University who blogs about their life, to give people an idea of what being here is really like. Unlike what you might find in a prospectus, insiders are in no way obligated to paint everything in a rosy hue to draw you in, the idea is more to be informative to new and current students, by talking about the ups, and the downs, of uni life.

You can probably guess where this is going...

Due to  the natural progression of life, most of the previous insiders had either left or simply decided not to continue with it. This meant they were looking for new members of the team.

It was sort of one of those things where you just say "Screw it, I'm not sure I'm good enough, but I do this anyway, so I might as well go for it right?" so I sent off an application, complete with a link to a post on this blog "Induction"

I have no idea how this happened, but I guess they must have liked it, because a few days later I got an email saying I'd been accepted. Talk about unexpected! As of January 27th 2017 I am now an official Cardiff University Undergraduate insider. I have a new blog on the official Cardiff University website: http://insiderblogs.cardiff.ac.uk/ and you are more than welcome to follow this one as well ;)

I should stress that this absolutely does not mean the end of "The Entity" my goal is to have my new insider blog be much more practical, dealing more with the real life aspect of settling in, assignments and the ups and downs of life in general. The Entity will remain exactly as it always has been, and in fact the only thing you really need to worry about now that I have two blogs is that I'm going to be putting out twice as much content and you won't have time to read it all!

Welcome to my world...